lovequotesrus:

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wordsto-remember:

The History of Love by Nicole Krauss

Be steady and well-ordered in your life so that you can be fierce and original in your work.

-Gustave Flaubert (via feellng)

Yesterday, I was finally able to see you for the first time in five months. You wrapped your arms around me and asked me how I was doing.

Fighting back tears, I wanted to say,

'I am so miserable now that you are never in my life anymore. I've waited months to see you here like this and now our time together is almost up, and I have no idea when I'll get to see you next, if ever again. You are the only person I've ever loved and it hurts so fucking much to see you doing so well while I'm lying on my bedroom floor every night, crying until my eyes are burning and swollen into the next day.'

Instead, my entire body shaking, I flashed a small smile and weakly responded with,

'I'm doing okay.'

You believed the lie, and honestly, I wish you hadn’t.


-R.M., What I didn’t say but wish I had (via orphan-soul)

(via thisporcelainworld)

Why “I Love You” Doesn’t Always Have To Be Spoken Aloud

writingsforwinter:

When my grandmother first said “those” three words to my grandfather,

she said them by tossing a pinch of salt over her shoulder at their wedding.

When I first really said them, they were to myself as an apology

for nineteen years of viewing my body as a wound in need…

Still, I wish I could touch my
own heart instead of writing about
what it must feel like.
I wish I could do anything without
faking it.
What’s left to be honest about,
if not this? What’s left?

Caitlyn Siehl, from Drawing the Dragon  (via loveless-people)

(via thisporcelainworld)

bakrua:

bewbin:

Why do people drink alcohol it tastes disgusting

you don’t drink it for the taste. u drink shit like apple juice for the taste. you drink alcohol to get rid of the bad taste that every awful person in your life has left

(via sluttiest-virgin)